(Possibly Unnecessarily) Cryptic

So. There's this thing I'm getting a shot at. I don't want to get specific or excited or whatever because last time, I talked it up and was ecstatic and then it didn't happen and I was Bitter. Like, volubly, in a way I probably shouldn't have been.

But! Another shot! At something awesome that would make my life appreciably better! So, y'know, prayers/wishes/good vibes, etc., would be much appreciated.