Body Issues

[strina]

I hate my body.

Not in an I'm-so-ugly, nobody-could-love-me way. In the if-there's-a-rulebook-no-one-will-show-me way.

Like, right now? My hand is shaking. A lot. Even when it's holding the mouse, I can feel the muscles in my arm twitch. There is no apparent reason for this.

I get pretty serious chest pains. Randomly. For the last 12 years. Apparently it isn't serious (more than a decade = not dead = not serious), but it's pretty fucking annoying.

There's...something wrong with my foot. I don't know, sometimes it hurts to extend my toes.

I just. I don't have any chronic conditions, I just have a body that throws curveballs pretty constantly, and I'm sick of it.

Comments

[sagaciousfool.livejournal.com]

You make me want to try out my odd trial-and-error medicine from various ailments I've had. Is the foot like a cramp thing? I had that, and someone told me to eat bananas. Potassium deficiency can do things like that. Generally when my hand is shaking it's from overuse in writing/typing or bloodsugar issues. Chest pain is worrisome. I'm sorry your body acts in strange ways without your permission. :(