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My SOUL Is Crying
Helpless, bitter tears.
I just finished four lists! I don't need to start another...OH MY GOD. NINE? I really just?
This is going to end with me frothing at the mouth.
I HATE MYSELF AND I WANT TO DIE.
That is 450 stories. In addition to the roughly 580 stories I've already recced (allowing for re-recs). And then there's the f/f list, so that's another 50.
Ahahahaha. I am apparently a masochist.
It's just. I looked at my imr tag, to see what needed finishing, and there was the f/f list, and a few lists that I may or may not ever be able to finish, as I only started them in that first flush of "yay! new thing!", and so I worked on 50 Girls Who Love Girls, and then I got bored, and went and looked at that post, and. I just started a few! And then I read![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
trinityofone's new fic, Sons of Adam and thought "Book!" and I remembered all those stories I had for Epistolary and then it snowballed and now! NINE.
Quit. Life.
I just finished four lists! I don't need to start another...OH MY GOD. NINE? I really just?
This is going to end with me frothing at the mouth.
I HATE MYSELF AND I WANT TO DIE.
That is 450 stories. In addition to the roughly 580 stories I've already recced (allowing for re-recs). And then there's the f/f list, so that's another 50.
Ahahahaha. I am apparently a masochist.
It's just. I looked at my imr tag, to see what needed finishing, and there was the f/f list, and a few lists that I may or may not ever be able to finish, as I only started them in that first flush of "yay! new thing!", and so I worked on 50 Girls Who Love Girls, and then I got bored, and went and looked at that post, and. I just started a few! And then I read
trinityofone's new fic, Sons of Adam and thought "Book!" and I remembered all those stories I had for Epistolary and then it snowballed and now! NINE.Quit. Life.