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Hey! Not that anyone cares, but I'm more than two-thirds done with the 350 stories that make up my current lists. Sadly, I also have ideas for a half-dozen more lists, and as of yesterday, the amnesia list has become a "yes" instead of a "maybe" (though I as of yet lack a snappy title).
The reason? I found this, a massive list of HP disability fics - disabilities from amnesia, aphasia, and blindness to missing limbs, narcolepsy, and paralysis.
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rec50looks to be shaping up worse than the first, what with my lack of reliable internet access and my newfound scorn for their table (I have been utterly and completely spoilt by being able to compose tables to suit myself; dammit, I knew this would happen! or at least that something would). I've ended up with multiple stories for a half-dozen prompts, a dozen or so reasonably-filled prompts, and then a big gaping hole of nothingness and apathy for the rest.
Also, I am vaguely confused. I am...reading new things. Well, I'm also reading new things, but now I'm reading weird new things, pairings that have previously left either cold or actively horrified. Like...Harry/Hermione and Harry/Ron. I mean, I heart H/R/Hr and have for ages, and I've been a default R/Hr shipper because come on, you could kind of always see it coming. But I was pretty firm on reading all of the trio or none of it. But now I'm doing things like trolling Portkey (and omg, what the hell, 'm working strictly from the recs forum and I still have to click the fuck out of 5/6 of what I read) and reading randomly recced H/R (btw? while the Aurors series may be a nice introduction to the pairing for some, it is not so much for the H/D girl; there I am all "yay! Harry/Ron! best friends win as lovers!" and then there's Draco, all longing and unrequited and lonely and forced to have a front-seat view of what he cannot have, and I'm back to "Harry/Draco! this is why I said no for years! because enemies win harder as lovers!" and then my brain is confused).
For those still with me, the "actively horrified" part kicks in when I was overtaken with a bizarre longing to read Cartographer's Craft, which, y'know, Harry/Sirius, a pairing far too near to parent/child for me to stomach. Yes, this is sixteen-year-old Sirius, but still! It creeped me the hell out eight months ago!
The reason? I found this, a massive list of HP disability fics - disabilities from amnesia, aphasia, and blindness to missing limbs, narcolepsy, and paralysis.
My second stint at
rec50looks to be shaping up worse than the first, what with my lack of reliable internet access and my newfound scorn for their table (I have been utterly and completely spoilt by being able to compose tables to suit myself; dammit, I knew this would happen! or at least that something would). I've ended up with multiple stories for a half-dozen prompts, a dozen or so reasonably-filled prompts, and then a big gaping hole of nothingness and apathy for the rest. Also, I am vaguely confused. I am...reading new things. Well, I'm also reading new things, but now I'm reading weird new things, pairings that have previously left either cold or actively horrified. Like...Harry/Hermione and Harry/Ron. I mean, I heart H/R/Hr and have for ages, and I've been a default R/Hr shipper because come on, you could kind of always see it coming. But I was pretty firm on reading all of the trio or none of it. But now I'm doing things like trolling Portkey (and omg, what the hell, 'm working strictly from the recs forum and I still have to click the fuck out of 5/6 of what I read) and reading randomly recced H/R (btw? while the Aurors series may be a nice introduction to the pairing for some, it is not so much for the H/D girl; there I am all "yay! Harry/Ron! best friends win as lovers!" and then there's Draco, all longing and unrequited and lonely and forced to have a front-seat view of what he cannot have, and I'm back to "Harry/Draco! this is why I said no for years! because enemies win harder as lovers!" and then my brain is confused).
For those still with me, the "actively horrified" part kicks in when I was overtaken with a bizarre longing to read Cartographer's Craft, which, y'know, Harry/Sirius, a pairing far too near to parent/child for me to stomach. Yes, this is sixteen-year-old Sirius, but still! It creeped me the hell out eight months ago!
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