Aug. 23rd, 2006

strina: stock icon of cherries against a green background - default icon (Default)
fandom is quick, and it's crazy, and above all, it's weird.

this is not the kind of hobby that's easy to explain to non-fans. when someone asks what I did this weekend, I'll say "read", or I'll say "played on the computer", but I won't say "oh, I read fanfiction for about 30 total hours and I can't wait to do it again!". Because then there are the explanations about what fanfiction is, who does it, why I like it, and what it is, exactly, that I read, and pray god my brother isn't in shouting distance because he WILL, every time, answer for me with "gay porn". Sometimes, he'll bring up Harry Potter or boybands and thanks, that's not a conversation I want to have with my grandmother, no matter how awesome she is. And I've never found a quick explanation that doesn't sound patronizing: "fanfiction is fiction written by fans. can you say "fanfiction"?" Next time I'm going with "it's like free amateur tie-in novels" and just hope that works.

and okay, it's crazy. we can one and all admit that this level of obsession with fictional characters and/or celebrities is more than a little odd. we're a nutty little subculture with weird insular lingo and weird social. we write cross-gen slash about a boy and his potions professor, we write amtdi about a colonel and his teammate(s), we write barista AUs about boybanders. it's like a really big, international, intergenerational, decentralised cult of Crazy Shit. we have ideological schisms! name me a single bowling league or bridge club that can say the same.

also, fandom is fast. you can be racing a live source, or racing the website disfunction that follows a spread of fannish disinterest, or you could just be racing a ficathon deadline. but the majority of fandom today is 'net based and everybody knows the 'net speeds you up. it's an everchanging web and there's no gurantee that your site or your server or your favorite author'll still be there tomorrow.
strina: stock icon of cherries against a green background - default icon (gorey - neville {maerchen})
Dude, I am making a half-dozen private entries for every public one. I have to, to make up for my lack of bookmarking and my inability to save my random observations as text files.

Miss my computer. And I fear for it. God knows what's become of it, left alone and defenseless with the gamers for two weeks and counting.

Starving. Yet I will continue to languish in deprivation until 2 AM, because I must not waste precious computer time. I think I may be losing weight, because the pinky ring Alyssa gave me for Christmas is getting ridiculously loose. Don't know, though. Huh. I have absolutely no idea what I weigh; I haven't been on scales since...November?

I don't have permission to install updates on this computer and the only vh1 vids I can get to work with its current settings are Goodbye Earl and Not Ready to Make Nice. Most annoying after a while.

Lalala, off to read something that's hopefully not as horrible as the RL/HP I just read, with the poorly conceived time-travel. Just Say No to Multiple and Overlapping Trips Through Time, I always say.

Profile

strina: stock icon of cherries against a green background - default icon (Default)
strina

January 2022

S M T W T F S
      1
2345678
9101112131415
16171819202122
23242526272829
3031     

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags