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Dissatisfied
Aug. 28th, 2006 12:30 amI am burning myself out on HP. Want good origislash but cannot find any that is for free. Woes. Eyes hurt, hate light, noise, and life. Want a cheeseburger like salmon want to swim upstream. Am filled with Auto Angst, as it has been raining on and off for two days and I have only only one working windshield wiper. And it's on the passenger side. And there's that one window that doesn't always stay up. Also, still sleeping in my car. Which needs gas. Thank god I am accustomed to sleeping in a ball. But I miss showers like the desert misses rain. Or, you know, like smokers miss the days cigarettes did not label you an anti-social bringer of second-hand death, as regular rainfall would, in fact, destroy the desert's balance as an ecosystem. Have been making do with sink baths. Aaaaaagh. Need something to read.
Re-read Covenants today and want to read The King's Own, because I've only read it once or twice, as it wasn't as good as Covenants and Suiden spent practically the whole thing forcibly separated from Rabbit and thus off-screen and Suiden is my beloved. Okay, Suiden and Rabbit and Jeff and Laurel and Jusson and a little bit Wiln, but only a little bit because he is a specieist bastard, although yeah, he has some cause. Plus the plot was not as interesting as the vast and shiftingly intertwined conspiracies in the first book.
Oh, Rabbit. There should be Rabbit-slash. He is young and foppish and badass and spends all of his time in close quarters with unmarried men, several of which can read his mind, and he ends up publicly nude at least twice in the first book alone and also there is whumping. I would pay a million dolars for Rabbit/Suiden because Suiden = protective and incredibly possessive army commander/foreign prince who is also sometimes a dragon and Rabbit = young and incredibly powerful soldier-cum-mage who wants to just be ordinary but is massive trouble-magnet. There's also the loyalty and the trust and the thing where Suiden keeps getting into pissing matches over Rabbit and hey, is one of the guys who can read his mind. I would take Rabbit/almost anyone. But I especially want Rabbit/Suiden. Or Rabbit/Jusson.
Anyway. Dissatisfied with the world, off to try to change that, but hold little hope for the rest of the night. Balls.
Re-read Covenants today and want to read The King's Own, because I've only read it once or twice, as it wasn't as good as Covenants and Suiden spent practically the whole thing forcibly separated from Rabbit and thus off-screen and Suiden is my beloved. Okay, Suiden and Rabbit and Jeff and Laurel and Jusson and a little bit Wiln, but only a little bit because he is a specieist bastard, although yeah, he has some cause. Plus the plot was not as interesting as the vast and shiftingly intertwined conspiracies in the first book.
Oh, Rabbit. There should be Rabbit-slash. He is young and foppish and badass and spends all of his time in close quarters with unmarried men, several of which can read his mind, and he ends up publicly nude at least twice in the first book alone and also there is whumping. I would pay a million dolars for Rabbit/Suiden because Suiden = protective and incredibly possessive army commander/foreign prince who is also sometimes a dragon and Rabbit = young and incredibly powerful soldier-cum-mage who wants to just be ordinary but is massive trouble-magnet. There's also the loyalty and the trust and the thing where Suiden keeps getting into pissing matches over Rabbit and hey, is one of the guys who can read his mind. I would take Rabbit/almost anyone. But I especially want Rabbit/Suiden. Or Rabbit/Jusson.
Anyway. Dissatisfied with the world, off to try to change that, but hold little hope for the rest of the night. Balls.
