Body Issues

I hate my body.

Not in an I'm-so-ugly, nobody-could-love-me way. In the if-there's-a-rulebook-no-one-will-show-me way.

Like, right now? My hand is shaking. A lot. Even when it's holding the mouse, I can feel the muscles in my arm twitch. There is no apparent reason for this.

I get pretty serious chest pains. Randomly. For the last 12 years. Apparently it isn't serious (more than a decade = not dead = not serious), but it's pretty fucking annoying.

There's...something wrong with my foot. I don't know, sometimes it hurts to extend my toes.

I just. I don't have any chronic conditions, I just have a body that throws curveballs pretty constantly, and I'm sick of it.

Reason #183 I Love Bandom

The ridiculous amounts of awesome floating around. I could seriously do three bandom rec lists tomorrow if I wanted to. I mean, just from stuff I've moved to the bandom section of my to-be-recced folder in the last month.

Speaking of, my Brendon list is now at 41 and still has no name. I think it is a record. Usually it's title and no list, not vice versa. Also, I need Spencer's girfriend's last name. Take a peek!

( Ludicrously-Stll-Untitled Brendon Urie List )